Think And Erase

I love some one, No! its not true; sorry! I do not know, what is it? I want someone. can anyone listen to me? I really have lots of things to share, I need a true soul; So that I can cry as much I can.  But this world, will it allow? Many questions strikes in mind just in a fraction of second; "Really we need to give a name to that relationship", I mean the one, With whom I am laughing; With whom I am smiling; With whom I am spending my hard times, Whose support is always there for me. A question for you 'Is there a real need to give a name to that relationship? Will this beautiful world allow this special thing to survive? I don't know what to do ? what's happening? But I know one thing how to remain happy. Today and everyday I am trying to be "happy". What can be the reason to be in search? Will I never get someone  with whom I can share anything without any fear. A "hug", which can take all the worries just in a blink of an eye. I am not say...

The "Once" of our life and never supposed to be reversed, No words can state, but can't also remain without shared. Just want to go back with the utmost potential, But the law of nature do not supports any memories, let it be any stronger. Before clouds seemed clear, signaled to fly as high I can, Now the "Sky is the limit" shouts every men. Everyone seemed to be our, the history was beautiful as rainbow jar, We were the stars, winner of every war without any scar. No any second thought, Played with very toy papa bought. Friends to talk, Gadgets to play, Comics to read; Questions to ask, nothing to pray and no greed That 5 'o' clock of evening bringing us the feeling of happiest person on earth, Will it ever come back? Now, what to say where am I? Everything is here, Here is the clear sky of my dreams, fair of many kites, At last, just wish for to clung on mother's lap, wait for that evening to be back at home just to make it again a perfect snap. 

|| | Not to be acquainted with what to do next? ||| How to react? ||| What to speak? ||| Would they say yes or no? ||| How to manage it? ||| What would be the upshot? ||| Is it right or wrong? ||| Will other consider it? ||| What will be the reputation in individuals eyes? Lots of questions strikes in mind within fraction of seconds; And on the other hand, in the extreme need of someone, yes! the soul mate. Whose existence we always feel whenever we take a deep breathe through our pious lungs, The lungs hanged inside the rib cage with the handsome heart. Who can let us forget all the worries in the blink of an eye, Whom we can trust blindly and share everything, It tries for a strong attitude creating layers of faces, one upon the other. Everybody likes it everybody appreciates it.  But ask to it is it alone? Sometimes it tries to be normal like others pretending happy humans, But the heart says "no!" and cries, "Allow me to spread my wings, Let me touch the height. And ...

Second mom, who walked every moment of my life; Then, why there is a need to be drawn apart? At that moment many things were there to perform, Now, only memories of childhood filter; Who knows how to make me smile? And Cry at the same time. Everyone should have the sister, As I richly blessed, that I have a sister like you...... Together on life's journey, we have to travel, Sharing all the joys of life and keeping each other’s company; Sharing lots of happiness and sometimes tears, And no matter where life leads us. Dear sister, know it's true It has been a joy to travel, Down the roads of life with you..... As success is not completed without your donation, And dreadful time cannot be disappeared without your existence.......