Just The Age Or Truth Of Life: A Dilemma

I love some one,

No! its not true; sorry!

I do not know, what is it?

I want someone. can anyone listen to me?

I really have lots of things to share, I need a true soul;

So that I can cry as much I can. 

But this world, will it allow?

Many questions strikes in mind just in a fraction of second;

"Really we need to give a name to that relationship",

I mean the one,

With whom I am laughing;

With whom I am smiling;

With whom I am spending my hard times,

Whose support is always there for me.

A question for you

'Is there a real need to give a name to that relationship?

Will this beautiful world allow this special thing to survive?

I don't know what to do ?

what's happening?

But I know one thing how to remain happy.

Today and everyday I am trying to be "happy".

What can be the reason to be in search?

Will I never get someone  with whom I can share anything without any fear.

A "hug", which can take all the worries just in a blink of an eye.

I am not saying that, it is love.

I do not have any idea whether to call it as real feeling and this is how life runs for everyone

Or it is just the age, so I should move ahead thinking the age of 'teen' a culprit or budding age.

No idea! But a very big thank to paper-pen and huge white screen to type down,

which always help people like me to put upon there thoughts of dilemma and try to find out a solution.

bye!

meet you again!